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 We met with our personal trainer yesterday. I really like him. The fiance and I both seem to have a bunch in common with him which makes for a good dynamic between us all. We worked on my back and legs. My back feels amazing, legs not so much. I am so sore! But in a good way.  For now I have a few things I need to focus on and make stronger from past sports injuries. Some seem like I will never make it over that mountain, its an uphill battle for me. It's painful. I've had a bad back for as long as I can remember and somedays are better than others. Thankfully, our personal trainer knows how to work around injruies like mine. So I am confident I will be sucessful!  The gym we go to is also pretty awesome! I have my pool, I am able to swim my laps, relax in the hot tub after and then head into the sauna or steam room. Both are incredible! I feel addicted to it! Even if Im not at the gym, I find I want to go just to sit in there for 5-10 mins and sweat the days impurities...

 Never, and I mean NEVER in my life did I want to be in this situation where I feel I need to altar my body to fit into a wedding dress. Which I really dont have to. But after a VERY horrible appointment with a bridal dress boutique that ended in lots and lots of tears and coming home to stuff my face and crying on my fiance most of the night. We made a plan. I allowed myself time to have a pitty party. But the next day there would be none of that.  Now, the most unhealthy thing we have been indulging in is Whataburger and that is twice a month. If even. My eatting habits really arent that bad. I've been sticking to a low carb lifestyle. Soda is a huge issue with us...But thats even been cut back and I meet my water goals every day. I just need to learn portion control!  We joined a gym, been working out and now have a better eating plan. I am extrmly sore today after last nights workout and think today I will just swim laps, hit the hot tub and sauna after? I'm not s...